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"is better to prevent your heart from falling in love rather than to mending your broken heart because of falling in love!!"

>>>what is the highest duty? refrain from being inquiry! sometimes, that answer is true! but would i have to believe it? see! now im asking again.in this complex world we live in, we cant escape from being too questionable being.undeniably, when there was a part of our life that we need to find an answer which is truly not suitable to that missing link, we commonly provide our own belief rather than to face reality. we deny it and we probably support those fantasies that were keep on asking and please to happen undoubtedly! we break all the rules that just for our thoughts it would be gonna make sense.we could have done something yet weve done no good and always leads mistakes.then fear what happen next.sort of this, we didnt want o intrude ourselves from the things we actually afraid of but we must know how to keep them well.but5 the concrete proof here is that we cant never hide the truth forever.and one of the most challenging task that life can bring is all about love! love is gods precious gift to all his fellowmen.how come i dont belong? i guess love is just depend on how is it to be destined.ofcourse its all for the right place,time,and destination and to those4 belongings that will have the best result.but how bout me? a risk taker? before this story begins to its end, one thing that i know was for sure. love leaves you pain,but teaches you until you learn, and will help you to bring where you belong! and thats reality! and atleast, even though your heart broken youll learn how to love. and to feel the exact meaning of it. even though sometimes its out of limitations. we still fight for its own willingness just to prove its worth it.but all and all its still wrong. finally i realize to share this story of mine that until now i cant move along, ill always remember this first time ever in my life which i didnt expect to happen.it grows inside, one that lingers~but hate to say~not until the end! nivce to meet but sad to part. i do admit that when the time came~the day her mother die~get some hints about his hidden attitude.at first i confess that "you know best i love the attitude tat your brother have!" well thats all i know, as the time goes by,'lalo ko syang nakikilala',until i tell myself "i like him" how this ridiculous behavioral acys of mine came out, is i really dont know.confusion is all inside my head, and even inside my heart. everynight its puzzled out and then its really intentionally hurt me.man can never be a man lover. thats my own theory that for all we know thats the hardest fact we must admit.first night in my life, i was listening to the kind of music which is very heart felt, i find myself crying,the reason wasnt because of that song,but the meaning of it ruin me.'sabi ko